Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Yeah, I fucked up...
Yeah, I'm insecure..
Yeah, I'm bloody angry...
Yeah, I'm unbelievably sad...
Yeah, I have to make amends...
Still it's not getting to me, guess I've finally learned to cope...I've come full circle from a year ago...I've got to make it last next time...Try not to hurt anyone next time, not walk away, not make a scene so gory, to fucking ask people who know better and to fucking listen...Man, I always find awesome music when I'm in a weird place in life; the string quartet tributes to my favorite bands are so good...Breaking Benjamin, Disturbed, A Perfect Circle, Staind...Holy shitballs, awesome stuff...Love this songI'd like to think that all of this constant interactionIs just the kind of make you drive yourself awayEach simple gesture done by me is counteractedAnd leaves me standing here with nothing else to sayCompletely baffled by a backward indicationThat an inspired word will come across your tongueHands moving upward to propel the situationHave simply haltedAnd now the conversation's done
...In slow motion, the blast is beautiful
BYE.
6:40 PM